Writing Your Life: December 2005
Writing Your Life: December 2005
Last night I cried deeply in front of 10 people I don’t know very well. It was uncomfortable after it was over because from time to time I would wonder what they were thinking. Still today feel like my heart has been eviscerated and no one wanted a piece of it. Should I be glad that my heart, although exposed and out in the open, was not ripped to shreds by the crowd? I guess so but it is still very uncomfortable and I don’t know what to do to feel better.
Last night I cried deeply in front of 10 people I don’t know very well. It was uncomfortable after it was over because from time to time I would wonder what they were thinking. Still today feel like my heart has been eviscerated and no one wanted a piece of it. Should I be glad that my heart, although exposed and out in the open, was not ripped to shreds by the crowd? I guess so but it is still very uncomfortable and I don’t know what to do to feel better.
posted by LifeWriter at 3:53 PM
1 Comments:
Neil, I particularly like this note because it not the practical, efficient side of you, but your feelings. I was bewildered by your crying in that I didn't know why you were hurting. I knew you've hurt deeply though, and I appreciate your sharing it. - Jim
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